last night i FORCED myself to stay up so that i could watch TI2. unfortunately, when 9pm rolled around i noticed that it was not on. instead, some new comedy about some single father. what.ever. WE WANT TI2.

BUMMED.

anyway, i ended up watching the diary of pink. very interesting. i guess that linda perry of 4non blondes fame is producing her new cd. they seem to be very close. VERY close. i thought that was interesting. as ashamed as i am to admit it, i kinda dig pink. i really like her new song. it makes me want to shake my booty. not to mention, she is hot. yeah, if i went that way, i'd go for her.

in other news, i am giving myself until tomorrow to make a decision as to whether or not i will get on a plane come wednesday night. at this point in time, i am 96.5% sure that i will. why? because i can't let something like this control my life and enable me to live the way i need to live. it sucks that the man i love lives so far away. but i figure, with everything that has happened since we've been together, it's almost a test. if we can survive this shit, we can survive anything.