this is why i love my boyfriend so much.

i have been really uneasy about flying for the past few days. deep down i know there's nothing to be afraid of. my whole life i have always lived with the thought of, "when it's my time, it's my time." it just seems to me like all these things are happening in the air right now and i am just overly emotional. it makes it incredibly difficult to listen to my mother who is insistent upon me not going. if i don't go, i won't see john for over a month. shit. i need advice.

anyone?