oh my goodness. things are getting very interesting in these parts. why? because i just found out that there will be a SECOND season of the real world starting on january 15th.

for those of you who don't know...usually there's one season, from june-ish to december-ish. then they re-air all shows right after. this year? they're doing TWO seasons. oh my god. words cannot express how excited i am about this. where is it filmed you ask? CHI-town.

word to that.

in other news, i hate my mother. she PROMISED me a big birthday party this year since i did not get one for my 21st. guess what she told me last night? sorry, no party. i was thinking i'd take you to conner and burke's. ok, first of all, conner and burke's is a motherfucking steak resturant. i don't eat steak. second of all, it's my birthday, shouldn't i be able to choose where i want to go? yeah, that's what i though. i know i said i didn't want a birthday party, but i should at LEAST be able to pick the resturant we go to for my birthday dinner.

can you tell i am pissed?

the thing is, she says i am jealous of my sister. ok, for her 21st birthday, she got a NEW FUCKING CAR. and a phat birthday party where my dad rented her a hotel room and paid for her and her friends to go out all night. whatever. what did i get for my 21st? a dinner at the elephant bar and a blue topaz necklace. now, don't get me wrong i am not ungrateful, i just feel like there should be some sense of fair in this family. seriously, it makes me feel like shit.