this weekend seems to be somewhat of a daze now. i spent most of it in bed. all day saturday...half of sunday. now? i feel a little better but my throat still hurts like a bitch. enough complaining.

yesterday afternoon, i went shopping with elise. i haven't been shopping in a while. i bought some kick ass jeans from ann taylor, a dress and a shirt from banana, some sassy shoes from nordstrom, and some other shit. i am so dead. it's not bad enough that i am broke as a joke.

i have all kinds of people owing me money. i tend to be somewhat generous with my money. for the most part i don't mind, but there comes a time when i feel that people realize my generosity and start to take advantage. i know it's somewhat my fault but, at the point where i come to terms with the fact that they are in fact using me, i want nothing more to do with them. i'm in that situation right now. any suggestions on what to do? i don't want to seem cheap but, i don't really think it's cool of them to think they can go without paying me back.

bridge is in five days....and john comes in four!