this could get legnthy and annoying, so if you don't want to hear me bitch...go-away-now.

first things first. yesterday, i went with elise to look at wedding dresses. it's the last time i thought i would be seeing her before she moves to chicago, so i got really sentimental. when i got to elise's, her mom informs me that she's coming with. now, i don't care that she's going, i just wish elise had told me before. think it's bratty if you want but, her mom is wacked. i knew that if we took her with, it would be a much longer process than either of us wanted. but whatever, it's her day...so we take her mom. oh my god. the woman finds something wrong with EVERYTHING. all of the dresses elise tried on were AMAZING. i don't really think elise cared for any of them, because she has decided to look more next weekend. anyway...back to her mom. elise and marcus want their wedding outside. they found a country club that has an amazing garden and a very beautiful ballroom. they are going to have the ceremony outside, and the reception inside. very nice, and very classy. so mid-trying-on-dresses, she says, "oh my god, what if it rains?" ARE YOU KIDDING. don't think about shit like that. elise is already stressed out as it is. so she doesn't stop at that...she continues to freak elise out about other potential "issues" that could arise. issues of which i should not be hearing about, that should be discussed in the privacy of one's own home. at this point, i am frustrated beyond belief and all i want to do is go home. when we got back to elise's, marus looked at me and he knew how stressful the day was.

next situation~

last night a huge group of people had planned to go out. a lot of our friends have not yet met marcus, so elise wanted to show him off. we had planned to go out in downtown palo alto. go for dinner at beppos and head to blue chalk for some drinks. perfect. i was really excited to see everyone. i haven't really been out lately; mostly because i have been saving money for all of my upcoming trips. the second we walked into elise's, the phone rang...apparently everyone had bailed for the night. everyone but the three of us and jessica and her boyfriend. the four of them decide they want to see "zoolander" and get some tai food. fine. i am down for dinner but, i have NO desire to go to a movie. i knew that by the time we went to dinner, it would be close to 8, going to a movie at 10, and that means i don't get home til 12-12:30. so i tell elise i don't want to go to the movie. what does she do? she goes to the movie theater so that they won't have to wait in line later...and buys me a ticket. SO I HAVE TO GO. pissed off.

so, we go to dinner. i am COMPLETELY the 5th wheel. it's the most annoying feeling ever. the two couples are so clingy, it's annoying. they don't stop holding hands or being all kissy the whole night. it's so LAME. i have never felt so uncomfortable around friends in my life. the thing is, they could tell i was uncomfortable, and the CONTINUED to make out in public. so annying.

after the movie, they all wanted to go for dessert, but i just wanted to go home. so i get in my car and call john and guess what? some girl answers his phone. OK. why is there some girl answering MY boyfriend's phone at ONE AM? yeah. not only that but, this is a girl who tried to set john up with another girl, AFTER he told her about me. i'm sorry, i think that is so lame. so of course, i get really upset and basically hang up on him. i have this complete issue with girls who are lame like that. so i drive home, hysterical. i am so hormonal right now, it's unbelievable. when i got home, there was a message from john. he left it earlier that night. after listening to it, i know how much he cares and i am just being irrational. i know i have nothing to be worried about with her, it's just frustrating to me that there's another girl with my boyfriend. jealous much?

i think i need some midol.

and some weed.

i am missing my weed.