i think i am finally ready to blog about this past weekend.

i can't really explain the feeling i had or what i went through. it was an emotional rollercoaster. i had all these people around me that love me. friends that i know would lay down for me if i needed them to. you could have walked into our hotel room and literally felt the love in the room. alison, gina and lauren..i can't even explain how much this weekend meant to me. our talks, jokes, laughs, dancing..EVERYTHING. the whole weekend could not have been more perfect.

saturday night was unreal. i have never felt so alone in my life. i was watching things happen right in front of my face but it seemed like a movie. have you ever felt like that?

anyway...enough sappyness...i need to get back to the sarcasam.