my friend eric hooked me up with a john mayer show from the end of march. it is soooo good. eric is one of those "good guys" the one you know you should be with but he has a girlfriend...the sweetest guy ever. EVER. i told him he had to find me a man like him. i think he thought i was joking but alas, i was not. i am feeling really needy this month for some reason. all i want is to find a guy who loves me for who i am. someone who doesn't care that i am overweight, or that i am a drama queen-just someone to love me. is that so much to ask? damn. i hate it when i get like this.