i can't believe there's less than 2 months until i turn 30. i am completely dreading my birthday because the thought of not being in my "20's" depresses me to no end. but that's enough depression...

this week has been filled to the rim. my sanity was getting to have dinner with sarah (and john) on tuesday night at kona grill. i had my favorite, the oriental chicken salad. it amazes me how addicted i have become to that salad. i'm not sure what makes it so good but really, it's the best.

nana is in the hospital again. i am 99.9% sure that her leg will be amputated from the knee down sometime in the next few days. while i understand why my mom and uncles have made this decision, i am not sure i completely agree. uncle mikey told me that the only reason why he's pushing for amputatation is because she would have to endure weekly visits to the wound specialist to have her three wounds scraped out and that is what causes her the most pain. the doctor said that if they don't amputate, she has 3-6 months...it seems so real when a time frame is used. not that i am in denial but at this point, would dying be the worst thing?

ok, i've got a ton of things to do before our flu shot clinic starts...i'll be back soon, though!