have you ever had one of those days/weeks where you feel like you are dreaming? that things keep happening where you feel like you are helpless? or you have no control what-so-ever over certain things going on?

i know i sound vague, but this is the first time in my life where i have felt like i am grown up. dealing with issues which i never expected or prepared myself for. things that i felt i had such a grasp on, i don't. things that i thought i knew, i don't. things that seemed so clear to me, arent. it's a very disconcerting feeling and i am truly feeling numb.