i feel like we're back in 2001, when i would be without john for weeks at a time. i know he will only be gone four days - but it seems like FOREVER.

last night was ok, we made some dinner (we=oliver, jimi & myself), watched some tv and passed out during the chiefs game. i woke up three times in the middle of the night because i thought i heard "something". hopefully tonight i will sleep better.

the worst thing? john won't even be here for my bday. he gets in late that night. :(