this morning i was having major issues picking out an outfit. usually this is not a problem for me. i look at something and say, "yeah thats cute" and put it on. for some reason it was not that easy this morning. first i had on this lavender colored button down shirt...ya know the kind that tapers in at the waist and flares a little on the bottom. yeah...my boobs looked atrocious in it. so then, i put on this brown twin set. that still didn't cut it. next i put on the orange sundress and a white cardigan..still looked like ass. so, i settled on my faded jeans and my green "eat drink and be merry" abercrombie shirt. needless to say, i feel comfy.
my reason for saying this? i put on a specific bra this morning when i got out of the shower. i totally believe that the reason nothing looked good on me this morning was because of the bra. ya know what i'm saying? since the bra is kind of my saggy boob bra the button down shirt didn't cut it.
my point? i need new bras. the thing is that it's really hard to find cute, comfy, and supportive in my size. the bras i bought at marshalls are cute and comfy but i found my boobs to be sagging in the one i wore yesterday. boobs are an issue. i mean...yeah. i'll stop while i am ahead.
i have always thought about getting a breast reduction just so that i could wear cute, fitting shirts. that was until i watched this completely graphic special on MTV about breast augmentation. the woman who had the reduction was acutally very satisfied with the results. but i am not one for pain, blood or anything that has to do with needles. so yeah, i think i'll be wearing this size for a while. besides, there is a 50% chance that i will lose all sensation in my nipples and we can't have that.